to be connected to anything.

to be disconnected from some.

to be eager to please ones you care.

to be selfish to ones that ignore.

to value what others consider useless.

to be affected by others' choices.

to dance till sunrise with anyone.

to drink till dawn alone.

to appreciate the upside in the downside.

to pretend i'm alright.

to be subtle.

but not too subtle.

that's the way i am and always will be.